Make sure that you have read the first chapter 😛
Okay, here’s the story continued…
“Yeah!” I passed the Junior High entry test, and I was studying at the place I wanted to. I met a lot of new friends, and you know what? I almost forgot about ‘the girl’. The new atmosphere might be the cause, but well, the arrival of the newly-known-girl was the clear cause.
The girl, one of my classmates there, is very beautiful. I don’t know about her personality, but back there, she was the one made my heart beating furiously. I seldom talk to her, but I always tried to sit on a near chair. Guess what? All I did is just stare at her pathetically, as I can do nothing. I thought she knew that I liked her; made me afraid to talk to her. I also thought that she likes me… just like the girl before.
I wanted to tell her my true feeling, but I can’t. But it last until my second grade of Junior High. Me and my friends set a situation after school. It looks like there’s an earthquake back there, but the fact is that I trembled so much, too much. She’s in front of me, but my mind gone blank. I can’t say a thing for some seconds, until I finally shout, “I like you, would you be my girlfriend?” I shout that words with a strange expression. She’s silent for a moment, then leaving the pathetic guy behind. I didn’t know the answer, but then on the next day, one of my friend said that she was asking ‘the girl’ about the answer. The answer disappointed me; she said that the answer is, “I don’t know him.” I was a bit depressed after, but it wasn’t change my feeling of her. I looked at the sky, and then decided to keep keeping an eye on her (hahaha).
There’s a moment I can’t forget. One day, was the day which close to final exam of the first grade. I was chatting with my friends beside the basketball field, and then suddenly a girl come closer. God, it’s her, the one that I liked. She gave me my exam card. And what’s so surprised me is that the one who gave it to me is her, not the class leader (remember it’s a class leader’s job). I was so happy. It made me terrifically happy. It’s just a small thing, but that made me think that there’s a chance of getting her.
We have ever been in the same extra-curricular group, and that’s a great chance for me to show myself, I think. But what I show were just my weaknesses, the nervousness always made me doing some mistakes. And what was so silly, is that I always run when I met her coincidentally. That’s totally pathetic, I always act as a loser even though that’s not what I want. I don’t know how’s the girl’s feeling. But it seemed that she has ever cares about me. One of the example is when my hair got long and messy, she told me to cut it. Even she said that ‘via’ her friend, I just believe and did what she told me. Her friends always support me, but I was so pathetic back there.
-There’s one day, I met the girl of the first chapter near my school. I’ve ever think that how if I know more of her. But we’re in a different school and even though she’s my neighbor, there’s something made me forget that thing.-
I keep liking the girl of the second chapter until I graduated. But all I did were as same as I told you before. However, even though we attend different schools, her picture still attached in my heart (-_-, what a melodramatic…).
That’s the little chit-chat of mine. The next chapter will be the continuation of this. There’s a spoiler for the next chapter: my condition will be better (remember that I always said that I’m so pathetic, hahaha).
Is this called love? 